sarahann

well i’ve never really used anything like this before, i mean i have facebook and stuff but the blog thing is new to me so i’m not exactly sure what i should write in here or who can read this haha.

i guess i’ll just explain how i got to this point. i was never the skinniest girl but i also never had to worry about my weight. i used to swim year round from when i was in about 3rd grade until last fall 07 when i had my surgery on my shoulder. i had a tare in my rotator cuff from over use in swimming. basically my senior year was ruined because i couldn’t play water polo or swim which was my whole life before the surgery. i ended up just feeling sorry for myself and i thought that i could continue to eat the same way that i always did and everything would be fine .. i was wrong. before i would be in the pool at least 3 hours a day with 10 practices a week so i had to eat lots just to keep my energy but now that i wasn’t active anymore it was all just going to fat!

then after high school i ended up here at ohio university, which really didn’t help my problem at all. my boyfriend and i broke up when he went to school out of state ( and starting dating my exbestfriend ..), i started going out way to much and my workouts included walking to class and that’s about it.

so after all of that i’m finally ready to lose it and get myself back. i used to be so full of energy and always wanting to be up doing something now i’m like ehh. i need this. getting myself motivated enough to walk all the way to the gym in this freezing ohio weather is going to be the worst part, and trying to eat healthy when all my friends are always going out, drinking way too much and then eating junk will not be easy either.

so basically i just wrote out my whole life story about my weight haha and i’m not even sure if anyone can see this but me. oh well :] if you can see this, any ideas to help?